When I was pregnant with my first kid, I wondered what the worst part about raising a child would be as a mother. For some silly reason (probably because I didn’t know any better) I thought that perhaps cleaning up vomit or changing diapers or cleaning up all the messes would be the worst thing ever. After all, those things were gross. Wouldn’t that be the worst thing to deal with?
How wrong I was!
No, the worst part is not about cleaning up after my children. Hardly! For me? The worst thing, as a mother, is to watch my child suffer. And to know that, as a mother, there is absolutely nothing I can do to help ease the suffering.
And perhaps this is the reason that this artwork by Raphael absolutely just punches me in the gut:
In the picture, Christ falls from carrying the cross on His way to Calvary, much to the horror of holy women who watch Him as the soldiers force Him up. But the woman who captures my eye the most is Christ’s Mother Mary, who is kneeling down with her arms outstretched, as if beckoning Christ to come into her motherly arms, so that
But He can’t. He has to carry that cross and there’s nothing that she can possibly do to save Him from that grisly fate. All she can do is watch helplessly as He suffers and just be there for Him while, far off in the background, Calvary waits.
Questions to Ponder:
- What person in this picture captures your eye?
- What person do you identify with most in this picture?
- Have you ever had to watch suffer without being able to do anything? How did that make you feel?
You suffered because of me. May I submit myself to You and follow You.